From Fear to Responsibility

In a pragmatic world, volunteering is often undervalued, seen merely as a light activity lacking serious commitment. Many view it as a way to kill time or enhance their resumes, leading to fatigue and disconnection among volunteers. This perception drove me to join the Realino Volunteer Community in Yogyakarta, where my journey began with an introduction from Father Pieter Dolle S.J., which sparked my interest. I quickly engaged in the Realino Learning Community during my first semester in college.

My initial volunteer experience in the Bongsuwung and Jombor communities was challenging. I experienced fear and confusion due to my inexperience with children in a learning environment. Gradually, I developed the ability to build relationships, creating a nurturing atmosphere. This experience taught me that service is more about growth and communal learning than merely giving.

In my second semester, I unexpectedly became the Deputy Volunteer Coordinator, a role proposed by Ms. Luci and Father Pieter. Initially, I was apprehensive, but this opportunity sparked a significant transformation in my perspective on volunteering. I recognized that leadership within a volunteer community extends beyond organizational tasks—it entails a deeper responsibility to serve and inspire.

Many students mistakenly believe that coordination involves just issuing directives; however, it is more intricate. A coordinator must navigate community dynamics and inspire enthusiasm, embodying both thoughtfulness and passion. I aligned my understanding of leadership with the spirit of Saint Ignatius of Loyola, embracing the concept of a “servant leader.” True leadership prioritizes the group’s needs, fostering a collaborative environment that nurtures shared responsibility.

I found that camaraderie among volunteers is essential to sustaining enthusiasm. A genuine sense of belonging and affection fosters commitment, transforming responsibility into a desire to serve and grow together. For me, volunteering is a tangible expression of gratitude for the abundance I have received. I view service as a way to reciprocate the love God shows me.

Reflecting on 1 Corinthians 1:27-28, I recognize that overlooked services often convey profound love and connection to God. While these acts may not attract recognition, they are part of a larger divine purpose. As St. Ignatius of Loyola said, “Love must be put more into action than into words.” Volunteering and coordinating require action driven by commitment, not obligation; they are expressions of love.

Ultimately, I learned that commitment to a volunteer community entails a profound responsibility grounded in gratitude, love, and a shared journey with those whom God places in our lives. AMDG.

Contributor: Oddie Christian Tamzil – Volunteer Realino 2024/2025